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August 17th, 2010

reality check

i am feeling a little emotional. every time i look at jack i just wanna cry...but its for the best. i just have to keep reminding myself of that.

tomorrow is gonna be hard. im hoping tonight wont be...but who knows. i'll be fine but i hate goodbyes.

my room is empty except for my chair that i'm leaving for jack. oy.

goodbye fort collins! and colorado! its been a blast...

August 1st, 2010

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ugggghhh. paying for school is gonna suck BALLS.
my only hope is in getting a scholarship....or winning the lottery.


May 27th, 2010

the bomb diggity

my life is finally exactly the way i've wanted it to be for years. this is already turning out to be the best summer ever :)

April 1st, 2010

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i have to get my gum thing done tomorrow. ugh. the only good thing about it is i don't have to go to work.

i'm super burned out of school but i can't afford to slack off. i need a vacation...again.

the only thing keeping me going is knowing that there's only a month-ish left...just one more month...

March 12th, 2010



finally did well on a bio test. i need to read more for this class because i'm severely stressed all the time about my grade. but its impossible to tell because my artard teacher has not updated ANY grades except for 2 quizzes. i DESPISE teachers who don't put in grades until like the last week of term. especially the ones who are constantly scolding the class for not keeping up or getting poor grades on things...hmm...

so i may have gotten into sdsu but i have to maintain my gpa, and i'm not sure if that means i have to get all A's, or if i can get a B in bio and still be okay. i tried to calculate it...but i'm not sure if its right. if i could just get all A's that would be the simplest solution, but i have to start really putting more time into that class.

this week has been the longest week i've had in a long time. i'm just ready to get out of colorado and chill out for awhile. even though i'll have to do a bunch of homework, but it shouldn't be too bad, laurel has to go to class on some days anyways. i've been so busy this week i haven't even had time to be excited. but it feels like today should have been friday, and i'm bummed it's not. i really don't want to work tomorrow. i still have to run some errands and pack and print my ticket and do a math assignment before tomorrow ends, and then get up at 5 on saturday. gah...i'm so tired. i dont even know why i'm still awake.

bed sounds sooooo good right now. i love listening to wind at night.

November 27th, 2009

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we put Cassie down today. :(
it was time, but it's still hard..

November 6th, 2009


i may have an obsession with The Office. but it's soooo funny...so oh well.

one month-ish and i'll be 21!! i'm excited, obviously.

i'm too tired to be attempting to write something. my life is in a very boring, uneventful stage. nothing to report...which is nice...but dull. hmm..

October 8th, 2009


herrrro snow!

September 29th, 2009

so.... in 3 days i will be on my way to Oklahoma to see my sister and DMB!! woooo, i'm quite excited to leave for a few days. it'll be so nice to see my sister again, after like 5 months.

man i LOVE the broncos. they make me super happy and i love watching them get better every game. jill and i are planning on going to the oakland game, but the tickets are pretty expensive. oh well, it's not like an ordinary game or anything. and i really wanna go to

now i'm considering going to UCSD instead of SDSU. but it may be just as difficult to get in to. it's a better science school and geology is ranked really high. i just don't know if i'll get in and if i don't what will i do? it's time to move, i can feel it.

September 3rd, 2009

If you ran the fortune cookie factory, what message would you make sure gets put in a cookie?

"No one will ever love you"
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